He tried to enter me, but I tensed at the wrong moment. It only hurt a little, but it was enough to make me yelp a little.

Matt held still. He had heard me more than he felt me, and kept still, the head of his cock resting against me. He had me slicked up well enough that it would have taken only a push to get him started, but he let himself rest there to give me a moment.

I shouldn't have tensed then, but my timing was off because I didn't know when the drug would take effect. It was my first time and I was nervous, not knowing what to expect. Matt told me I always tensed wrong anyway, but this was a little worse than usual. Besides, I think he was teasing me.

But I didn't want to stop just because I had poor timing, so I pressed myself back against him, feeling the pressure as he realized how I was moving. He braced himself, letting me do the work this time, as his cock slipped up my ass.

~ Stars in my eyes, I love this feeling ~

Matt had his own ideas. He didn't care what happened to the drug. He didn't care if we just got sold sugar pills, he just wanted to fuck me and make me feel good and cum in my ass and make me cum as well. I love Matt. He has his priorities straight.

~ Oh, God this feels good. I can feel every move so much ~

That's when the drug hits me. I had forgotten about it, feeling Matt move inside me, so quiet, except for his breathing. When Matt fucks me, I always listen so closely to hear him, I have to hear his breath as he pushes inside me. But suddenly, his breath became louder. The feel of his cock inside me became more...real, somehow. It was just like being fucked by Matt, only more so.

Way more so.

~ I'm being fucked totally. My whole body is being fucked, not just my ass ~

I thought Matt noticed, but couldn't tell. It didn't matter. I could hear his breathing, way down in his chest, there with his heart as he worked against the tightness of my asshole. I thought I could hear how he felt as he moved, the grip on his shaft, the slide of skin over hardness. I could feel my own cock, waving below me, now and then brushing the sheets, and knowing the difference between how it felt and how I could hear Matt's cock feeling.

And inside me his cock moved. Every cell could feel it, right to my fingertips, to the ends of my hair. I was, all of me, being fucked harder and harder by the man I loved. And I could hear how it felt for him to fuck me at the same time. All around me, the sense of sex was everywhere. I was lost in it. I gave myself up to it.

~ I can hear him. I can feel him. He's getting closer now, oh, God ~

Matt moved faster now. He could feel me clutching him, trying to speed him up. I moved against him now, pumping his cock harder and harder, pushing my ass against him, loving the feel as my ass hit his abdomen and the shock passed into my saturated body. His cock began to pulse, and I pushed back in time.

~ I've got to have it. I've got to have his cum. Please, give it to me ~

Matt was too far gone now to stop. I could hear it. His breath was harsh now, rasping in my ears, bringing me closer. My cock was so sensitive that the gentle brush of the sheets was enough to bring me almost to orgasm with every stroke. And knowing how close Matt was, how much I wanted his cum in my ass, it was enough. All I needed And so I let myself go, crying out as I let go, my cum firing off against the sheets under me as Matt forced himself into me and toward his own climax.

I was nearly drained when I came, but it wasn't enough. I needed Matt to make me whole, and I whimpered. Or tried to. I don't know, because all I could hear now were Matt's gasps as he thrust once, twice, and then the world dissolved as he, too, let his cock go and filled me even more.

~ I am nothing now. I am content ~

I must have slept. I know I was under clean sheets when I came back to my senses, Matt's comforting arm around me. He was asleep, so it couldn't have been too long. I smiled. It was nice to make love that way, so intense. I still had the memory of the sensation. Fading a little, but still there.

I don't think we'll do that again. Once is enough.