Secure Yourself
Author's Note:
Don't ask me where this came from. I was just watching a Buffy video, and this
hit me for some reason because of the lyrics. I don't even know how well I
caught Xhalax Sun with this. Yeah, you heard me...Xhalax Sun. I don't even like
those episodes that much. This hasn't had a beta, so please feel free to hit me
if I've screwed something up.
Spoilers: Relativity and just to be on the safe side, The Choice.
Disclaimer: Not mine. If it was, we'd have a Farscape channel.
I saw myself, bleeding and cold, in her eyes. Unforgivable fear hiding behind
strength that I did not possess, and I hate her even more for it. Shoving away
a modicum of pride.
This was my child.
A mistake I would make again. And again.
Weakness of my own heart, weakness that does not belong.
I am a Peacekeeper. Born and Bred. Peacekeepers are my mother and father. That
is all I need. They deserve strength. Not emotion bonds.
Bonds hold you down; hold you back from doing your best in service.
She is my bond. I must sever this bond. It is my duty, my breeding.
Originally posted August 23, 2006